Friends

So I'm bored. Was thinking about stuff I love and hate (ED related) while walking home. Though I'd share some of the random things I came up with. You should comment with things that you love/hate. I think it could be interesting :)

I love it when my thighs don't touch even when I'm lying sideways
I love feeling like I'm in control of something
I love seeing tangible proof of success as numbers

I hate when I look pregnant
I hate how much food controls/consumes me, my thoughts, feelings etc
I hate knowing that I've become host to even more craziness
I hate the fighting that it causes within my mind

So how about you?

Hey, has anybody got any ideas as to loosing weight from their legs, because I seem to be loosing weight from my tummy and back, but just not my legs!!! and that was my main target area.  i have been fasting now for three days and well nothing is working. xxx

stay strong guys, and think thin,
xxxx

Yesturday I was doing really well. I was in a good mood, felt really well = I didn't eat.

At around 4pm my mum came home with my prescription for the tablets the doctors giving me to get my serotonin levels up.. So I took one, which also meant I had to eat ._. I had some tomato soup and that really wasn't a good idea :/ It made me end up eating part of the cake my mum made, chocolate annd some other stuff. It also didnt help that I got into a really crappy mood due to some arguement with my friends so I ate to make myself feel better .. which was pointless as it didnt work

Its alot better than I normally do but I feel bloodly sick for doing that :l.

and on top of it I haven't had any sleep, these tablets supposed to me you drowsey and they have but they havent helped me sleep at all.

today i had the strangest day...
i had major stomach pains last night so i slept but i had them today too. i hadn't eaten over 300cals a day since tuesday and i lost 3.6lbs.
i was seriously just not hungry enough to eat much. i just kept reaching for coke zero and cherry antacids, today at school i was so sure i wasn't gonna eat today cos i felt so sick, but i came home and headed straight for the pot!! and you know the worst part? i didn't even realise it!! i walked to the kitchen and got a plate and started shoving PURE FAT on that plate, and i know it sounds weird, but i was happy. i was happy cos at that point, i'd forgotten about my diet, my eating disorder, EVERYTHING. then when i had the first spoonful, i realised what i had just done and i wanted to go cut myself but i resisted that urge, thankfully. i finished the plate infront of my mum cos she's convinced i don't eat much anymore(which is partly true).
anyways today, in total, i had:

about 150g of vegetables***purged
another 200g of vegetables***purged
oh, and coke zero =D

perfect.

the first time, i purged until i weighed the same before i had eaten. the second time, i purged until i saw blood. i felt empty and light-headed anyways so i wasn't stressing too much about the 'binges', although i wouldn't exactly call that a binge, not compared to actual binges anyways.

i was offered a bunch of food today and i resisted to the fullest. but wtf? vegetables? oh well, i guess it might as well be vegetables if i was gonna eat anyways...

my current weight is officially:  66.8kg/147.2lbs, the lowest it's been in like a year. but when i saw that number today, i just got annoyed that it wasn't, like 100lbs or something. 
a number closer to happiness

tomorrow will be better!! it HAS to be!! guests are coming over for dinner on saturday so i'm planning on ditching food cos i have to study or something or i'll have something small and say i'll eat later.

every1 ok?
xox

Hii :)
how's everybody doing?

I'm not doing too well.
I've been restricting and exercising but im now on a plateau.
UGH.

i've been 100 lbs for more than a week now,and i NEED to see numbers drop.
i'm getting really annoyed with the scale.

I've made some changes:
-exercising everytime i eat.
-exercising everytime i feel fat/guilty.
-eating only 3 meals a day (no more snacks T-T)
-making sure nobody knows anything.

oh,and i'm fasting for religious purposes next week.
which is great :)

btw,does anyone know how to get over a plateau??

Hi, ok so i am new here, i live in Australia and well my favorite method of weight loss is counting calories but this can be hard because i have to convent them either in to all calories or kj.

my ultermate goal is to get my BMI down to 20 and eventually down to 15
so today i have quite well but it is only midday atm.

yesterday i got this book The body code By Jay Cooper, have any of you read of it before?? i am hoping i can use it to increase ,my metabolism which will hopefully lead to faster weight loss

good luck to all of you out their

does any one know any exercise i can do inside and with out equipment??

Today I binged on a slice of pizza from Sbarro which is like 730 calories per one slice. :(

However, tomorrow I plan to start a liquid fast. Only liquids tomorrow. I've done a liquid fast before so I'm pretty sure I can do it. :)

I've eaten...

1 apple (50)
2 granola bars (200)

total: (250)

I'm feeling pretty good. =)
I'm gonna journal for a while, then go to bed.
Hope you guys are doing well! =)

I'm starting the ABC diet today.
<500 calories.

so far i've had 359.9 calories
so i'm starting off well.
it's 5:55 pm, i'm sure i can go the rest
of the night on just water :)

Has anyone tried this diet before?
Has it worked for you, because i've read about people losing
like 11 pounds within the first two weeks.
:)

so just let me know.
oh and if anybody wants to join, go right ahead!
staytiny<3
xoxo, Danielle!